NOT IN MY HANDS

have u ever like something so badly that u would do everything just to get it? well, that happened to me too. yeah, it's crazy. that even impossible things are coming up to your mind just to satisfy your ego.I don't even know why I do some stuffs just to get to know more about you. i am afraid I might found myself lost and don't know who am I. Its crazy, really crazy. But no matter how you want it, its not gonna be yours. no words to describe exactly how it feels. WAIT, you need it they say. probably yes. oh well that's all I can do. but I don't know until when i can do it. i guess i just have to go on. leave everything to whats gonna happen tomorrow. Just have to accept that there are really certain point in your life that you cannot control, that's not in your hand. It hurts, it really does. But no matter how badly you want it, you can't get it,and all you can do is to hope that someday the will of destiny's luck will strike you. That someday you can be happy. Just leave it to His hands.